Am I living my life as authentic or fictional? I truly believe I am living my authentic self when I am writing, and when I am living my daily life I have mixed feelings. I have created who I want to be and where I want to go and know where I have come from. With all the experience life has brought me I feel somewhat accomplished in certain areas of my life.
When your feel incomplete and not living to your satisfaction that is fictional and it is hard to move on with life, for example I have always wanted to be in the entertainment industry but thinking about it and doing it are two different worlds, when you are doing it your are living your authentic life.
Who you where meant to be and who you are today, I believe God has a plan for all of us and what your are meant to do will come to you, though I could go out chasing my dream as I have in the past what is meant to be will be and who you are makes life interesting to others and yourself.